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July 16th, 2008


06:11 am - Contest!

Win a copy of my story!


Visit my other blog between today and July 31st and post a comment to enter the drawing for a PDF of my novella. One winner, random drawing, no purchase necessary.

The Brightest Heaven
(Book II of The Song of the Muses Anthology)

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In other news, after being computerless for four days, I have my baby back! Upgraded to a new motherboard, with a shiny new video card, I'm happy!

But... Ah, there's always a but... Somehow I didn't connect the sound... and there's the Internet issue with the (also brand new) Ubuntu Linux setup on Daughter #2's machine.

New toys. New stuff to learn.

Current Mood: [mood icon] accomplished

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July 12th, 2008


07:02 am - It's out!

My first published story!


The Brightest Heaven
(Book II of The Song of the Muses Anthology)

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Urania, muse of Astronomy, is disconsolate: technology flourishes, but true creativity seems lost. Then she meets Daniel Kettering, an astrophysicist who shines with inspiration. But he's about to make a discovery which will threaten time, space, and every existing world.

The Olympians order Urania to carry an ultimatum for Daniel: forget your research and get eternal life. Or else. But first, Urania and Daniel have to figure out who stole Daniel's research, save the universe, and defeat Chaos. And maybe find happiness.



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Current Music: the sound of coffee brewing

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May 19th, 2008


09:12 am - AWOL again -- Blame Life
I'm not dead. No one's sick. Well, unless you consider this

http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/metro/stories/MYSA050708.OLLU_Fire2.EN.40426d0.html

an illness.

Yes, there was a major fire at my place of work. No, my office (or my building) was not affected, but many faculty members of our division have been displaced, have lost something (if not everything) in the fire, whether to the flames or to water damage.

There are more links here:

http://www.mysanantonio.com/news/specialcoverage/

And some striking photos here:

http://www.mysanantonio.com/multimedia/photogallery/News/stories/MYSA050608.fireOLLU.ENss.d67eb363.html

There's also a MySpace page: http://www.myspace.com/ollucommunity

It's been (still is) a very strange time.

In the meanwhile, I still had to do the final edits to The Brightest Heaven, and keep up with the family. I feel like I am indeed recovering from a long illness -- and it's only been a couple of weeks (oh, add a few family long-distance health concerns to that, and it's been one of those months).

What I really want to do now, I go visit my werewolves, but darn it if I can find a means to travel to that world.

Help! Where's a wormhole when I need one?

Oh, oops, wrong story.




Current Mood: [mood icon] stressed

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April 24th, 2008


06:18 am - The Brightest Heaven

...edits are done. That's one step closer to actual publication.

I need to remind myself of what's going on, sometimes. Working on a book is exciting, but it's also exhausting, tedious, and all the other aspects of an actual job. This is where discipline, or willpower, or obstinacy (pick your choice of attitude) is needed.

In my case, it's sheer stubbornness. I am not going to give in just because writing went from fun to work. The excitement is there, the pride of having your story selected to be published. But reality sets in and scribbling on a notepad is not enough anymore. Suddenly, all the little writing mistakes you thought insignificant acquire a whole new dimension. Suddenly, you're working on the definitive version (well, at least for this edition). This is it. What you're writing is going to hit the world. Anyone can look at it. Anyone can read it. Everyone can criticize it. And you can't hide behind false modesty or shyness anymore.

Writers rarely have to stand on a stage and perform. We can hide behind imaginary world. We can create a persona to fit a pen name and hide behind it, like an actor hiding behind a character -- it's not me saying these things, and those emotions are not mine; they belong to the character.

But in the end, your writing is what speaks, and you can't hide what's in your written word. Because you must pour everything you can into your story, and there's no taking it back.

I can understand why great writers and poets would never try to get published. Not everyone is an exhibitionist.

But I can't help wanting to share my stories. I can't help wanting to show off the people that crowd my dreams.

I can't help thinking mine are better, bigger, stronger, more vivid than yours. Whoever you may be.

Yeah. Writer's ego. Not a small thing.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: [mood icon] contemplative

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March 20th, 2008


06:31 am - While you wait...

for the stories I've been talking about...

It's not an excerpt! Not a tidbit! It's a Whole Story!!

http://www.longandshortreviews.com/story.htm


The Long and Short Reviews is publishing my short-short story (1,000 words) "Unexpected Bounty" this week. After that, it will go into the Archives, so you'll still be able to find it if you miss it.

It's short. It's fun. It's science-fiction. It's still a romance.

And I still have no idea how I pulled it off. The shortest story I ever wrote!
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Current Mood: [mood icon] bouncy

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March 13th, 2008


10:13 am - In one week!
Remember, I have a free read coming out at The Long and Short Reviews on March 20. It's my first short-short story (under 1,000 words!!), and of course it's pure sci-fi. Be sure to check it out in 7 days!


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March 7th, 2008


06:38 am - While you wait

...for my stories to make their true debut at The Wild Rose Press, I have a free read coming out at The Long and Short Reviews on March 20. It's my first short-short story (under 1,000 words!!), and of course it's a cute little sci-fi romp. Be sure to check it out in 13 days!
Current Location: home
Current Mood: [mood icon] excited

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February 27th, 2008


10:40 am - Agent Wisdom

Agent Kristin Nelson has been in New York this last week, and meeting with editors. Her posts have been interesting, educational, and witty, as usual.

There is one thing many writers tend to do: get hung up on market trends. Read her post and mark her words:

Pub Rants: The Year Delay
I think what you should take away from all these posts of mine lately is that it’s good to know the market but ultimately don’t get overwhelmingly caught up into it.

Remember to tell your story well. That's the first and last thing that matters. The rest, in the long run, is the publishing lottery.

Hurry up slowly is the game.


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November 12th, 2007


09:05 am - It's getting more real



The JoiningI got a cover. Not a pub date yet, but I got a cover so I can brag about my upcoming story.

It's real. Not only have I signed a contract, but they made a cover.

I'm too excited for words, so it's going to be a short post.

Yeah.
Current Mood: [mood icon] bouncy

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July 24th, 2007


01:57 pm - Publishing

Once again, I borrow the wise words of Jennifer Crusie:

He Wrote, She Wrote: How to Write» Blog Archive » SHE WROTE: Publishing
You have to be in it for the writing. If you choose to play the publishing game, which is like Monopoly with public humiliation and an unpaid electric bill, you have to remember that the only thing you control is your writing, that they only thing you can do is write the best book possible. Then if you decide you want to try to sell it, you go in knowing that the deck is stacked against you so that if you don’t sell the first or second or fifteenth time, you don’t say, “My God, I must be bad at this.” You say, “Roll the dice again, Mabel.” The five things you need to know about the business tell you that your rejection is not personal, it is not New York saying your baby is ugly, and that if you do sell and your book doesn’t do well, that’s not your fault, either. You’re playing on a board where the rules change and the dice are not only loaded, they occasionally explode.

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I should've titled this entry "Serendipity."

Just this past Sunday, I had one of those conversations with my mother -- the ones that never quite evolve into a conversation, where she tries hard to understand her incomprehensible daughter, and I agree to say something to satisfy her need to "see into my soul." God forbid she actually ever got a glimpse of the creative chaos therein. I don't think she could face it.

So what does a warning about being starry-eyed for publishing and a heartfelt talk with my mother have in common?

The topic of rejection.

I think it went about like this:

Mother: "Have you tried to have your stories published?"
Me: "I've sent them in."
She: "So, and is it going to be published?"
Me: "That's not how it works..."

Follows a lengthy conversation on submission, rejection, timing, marketing, you know the spiel. Finally:

Mother: "I feel so sorry for you."
Me: "Why?"
She: "So many have rejected you."
Me: "They haven't rejected me."
She: "But it must hurt."
Me: "Not anymore. It has nothing to do with me. It's part of the business. That's just how it works."

At her completely disbelieving (and still painfully empathetic look), enter the analogy of the infant learning to walk, falling, not crying, and trying again. She looks as if she might be reaching some understanding.

But she still wants to be hurting. She's still convinced that I'm hurting.

I'm not. How? Why? I quote Jenny Crusie at you again (from the same article):


Did someone say that there's a very fine line between creativity and insanity? That fine line is focus. Split personality is a defense mechanism. Writers defend themselves from the harsh reality of the publishing world by splitting themselves into the creative, artistic, sometimes goofy, occasionally outrageous storyteller, and the cold, calculating, marketing, organized, savvy businessperson.

The artist doesn't let the businessperson hurt the muse. In fact, the businessperson protects the muse. But the muse also protects the businessperson by giving an outlet to the creative urges of the other half of the whole being.

Current Mood: [mood icon] determined
Current Music: someone pratcicing scales on the piano

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